2.14.2010

The final countdown

I'm sitting here in bed knowing that I need to go to sleep but that I can't, and I probably won't do much of it at all tonight. I don't know where the past nine months have gone. Honestly. I feel like I just found out I was pregnant yesterday.
This pregnancy has been really hard on me. I started out with terrible morning sickness topped with bronchitis and then added pluracy to the mix. I never have fully recovered from it either. I have hurt in places I didn't know I could and have definitely packed on plenty of poundage. I am almost hoping I deliver a twenty pound baby. But when I think of the pain I change my mind.
As I sit here typing he is moving around like he is playing soccer with my insides and even though at times I complain I know I am going to miss this. There is something so special about feeling that little person moving inside you. I always miss it when it's over.
Although I know that life is changing it still seems completely unreal. I simply can not image having another child. But I know as soon as I see him I won't be able to imagine life without him.
I am so grateful for this gift. I just hope that I can be the mother that he needs and deserves. I am so inadequate. I hope the Lord above will give me strength because I know I am going to need it.
So wish me luck. Heaven knows I need it.

6 comments:

Lindsay and Tyler Kohler said...

You are such a good mom, you have nothing to worry about! I am so excited for you guys. Post a lot of pictures!

Chellese said...

Good luck, Audrey and Davis family. I feel a little overwhelmed for you, but I would be grateful to be at the end of pregnancy. I have 16 weeks to go and it feels like forever.

{lindy baker cakes} said...

I'm so excited for you! I can't wait to see pictures of this new little bundle. Love you Audrey.

Mindika said...

Good luck Audrey! As I'm typing, you've probably already delivered. Can't wait to see pictures. You and Kasey make very cute little boys!

Camrin said...

You are going to do just fine! Having a new born is so special. I love the spirit they bring. Good luck with the labor and delivery. We want to see pictures soon. :)

ThE McNEiLs said...

You are an awesome mom...and having one more won't change that! I can't wait to see pictures. I am so excited for you guys!