12.23.2009

Hunter

My dear sweet little Hunter had a birthday clear back in November. Yes, November. How has it taken me so long to blog about it?! As I think about Hunter and what he means to me I am overwhelmed with thoughts and feelings. How did I deserve this little boy? How do you describe Hunter other than to say he is a tenderhearted, thoughtful, kind, wonderful little boy. He is the most thoughtful brother. Stockton is so lucky. I hope and pray everyday that I can be the kind of Mother that he needs. He is such a good little boy that sometimes I find myself being overly hard on him. I carry a lot of guilt when I think about all the mistakes I have made with him. I hope some day he can forgive me. I could not ask for a better child and I hope that my Heavenly Father can help me be the best mom I can be. I love this little boy with all my heart. I can't believe it has been 7 years since he came into our lives. He truly taught me the meaning of unconditional love. I think there is a special bond with your first child because it is the first time you have ever known love like that. Thank you Hunter for the sweet spirit that you bring into our home.

(The cupcake idea was stolen from this friends blog. Check her out she is awesome)